infinity-melody

Your riding down a highway of misery and regret A road of memories that you don't want to remember Memories that we shared Showing you the day you let me go Ripped my heart out of my chest Still beating for you Crushing it until there was nothing left Leaving me in endless tears that never seemed to end From that day on you were lost Lost without the guidance I gave you each day Wandering through life as if you were a soul trying to find peace You never seemed to know what to do I was always on your mind Everyday, every minute, every second Dreaming of me at night Wishing you had never let me go You pushed yourself into a marr

She wears a mask hiding her true feelings Wearing a fake smile Laughing a fake laugh Pretending everything is okay When deep down inside She's dying The lies continue to build up Holding it all inside Day by day She begins to crack Walls built up start to fall Until it seeps out A flood of emotion hitting her like a tidal wave Crashing down her wall Tears pouring out She slowly brings the gun to her head Pulls the trigger Leaving a note behind With only the words I'm not okay written on a piece of paper Blood drips out The gun falls onto the floor Her spirit looks at her own lifeless body Even though she is dead She no

Moments in time stay in your mind Way back inside your heart A moment in your past Try and stay strong Can you go on? Are you doing okay? Don't waste your life trying to get back what was taken away Even though the marks on your clothes have been repressed The scars of those events will last a lifetime I should have spoke out But we were so young I'm so sorry now Those memories never go away Never go away Never go away Never go away A flower that won't bloom The cold has kept you away Don't waste your life trying to get back what was taken away Your eyes tell a story of hurt and betrayal The cuts on your arm are a tale of

Days like these I want to drive away Leave you in the dust of my car going down the road With no looking back You stole my heart and threw it away Your love was cheap But this is the part of me That you will never take away from me You may have broken my heart But you will never break my soul Nor will you break my spirit You lit a fire inside my heart That will never go out It will always burn with passion and hope This flame dances through me everyday Getting stronger and stronger Never will you Never will you Never will you Never will you take this part of me

Woke up with a pounding in my head Strangers in my bed Glitter on the floor People passed out on the ground Pink flamingos in the pool Last Friday night we played the music all night long Drank too many tequila shots Danced on the table tops Skinny dipping in the dark We maxed out our credit cards We got kicked out of the bar Set off fireworks from the roof We definitely broke the law Streamers hanging from the ceiling People sliding down the stairs Clothes thrown everywhere Crashed the chandelier Last Friday night Last Friday night Last Friday night Tomorrow were doing it all again

Everyday I walk around with these thoughts inside my head Clouding my mind like a smokey haze The things I want to say never seem to come out Sometimes I think I should keep it to myself These words don't hurt me But they might hurt everyone else I'll see better when the smoke clears Inside my mind I'll see better when the smoke clears Inside my mind I'll see better when the smoke clears Inside my mind Each day is a struggle between my mind and my heart A battle between what I want to feel and what I don't All the things in between are beyond my reach Sometimes I need a pause To help me clear the smoke away from my mind Scr

        you really have no idea how it is to be another hourglass to knock over, to       remain something vile and used, so            i'll hope for your innocence all              over again. and he'll force                 me down in my night-                    mares, darkness    

crystal heaven underneath a blanket of clouds shrieks so many silences ( into the ears of the dragonflies hovering in the eyesight of a dead-end, ink pressed deep upon the foreheads of well-worn brick walls -) and the knots of the spine in our mother's skeleton – a language of scrawled love messages , and she starves herself some more to deliver pieces of preciousness – worth more than that of man-made comforts – on her children's doorsteps. ( to howl miseries onto a tormented sea, bearing the souls of those long-gone, burning a beacon into a distinct horizon – as the suicides twist together in